The one who was the first to say 'If you don't love yourself, no one else will' was right. It has been proved in my experience so many times. But it also true that I have high standards for people and usually get frustrated as they turn out to be just mortal, normal and natural human beings - the way I am.

A few days ago while talking to Jana I mentioned that I am still searching for extraordinary people - I don't know how Jana could suppress her laughing as it felt extremely hilarious and silly to me myself.